Confession of a Brahmin

I was born a Brahmin. But I don't know the Vedas, Upanishads, Puranas, shastras, etc. Most people in our community feel that Vedas doesn't fetch you food. The biggest devastator of Indian culture according to me is Macaulay. He has indoctrinated western thinking into the minds of everybody in India. Most people don't even understanding what I am talking. I am feeling guilty. I am feeling sorry that this will continue for generations.